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Fallout season two.
The weekend.
Reading My Book!
Thoughts: Medieval stuff (My Book!). Both a book I'm currently reading and an alternate cover for my favorite album have a foot on the cover. I wish I didn't make a TTRPG character who is better than me, it's hard to roleplay. I don't think anyone really likes me and I can't contribute much. I feel like I can't be as close with my best friend because I don't like porn and hate expressing vulnerability. I feel like I'm only friends with him in the first place because we both once had no one to talk to. People like him though, but I was bred in a lab to have no positive traits. I find it hard to properly articulate my thoughts and especially my feelings. Ever since a young age I have glimpsed the heavens and they (heaven) knows I could not describe that experience. Gosh this is a lot more thoughts than last time I tried to type something up on here. Stranger Things's finale was bad but it reminded me that I like a villain that is sort of pathetic. A villain can be Timmy Tuffknuckles but also pathetic because of course an evil person is also a very small, sniveling man. It reminded me of the final scene with Doc Ock in it in the first Insomniac Spider-Man game, when Otto was pitifully trying to get Peter to save him. He was begging, crying out. He did not go out nobly. That's what Vecna's death made me think of, the way he was sort of convulsing on that meat spike. And of course the strange thing with the caves etc. Yeah. He's a small little man. And if one would want to continue on with the comparisons with Otto, one would say Otto was also poorly adjusted and it showed, but one cares not enough to continue with that explaination.
My name is Emilio and I don't know how to use this HTML stuff. I think all of the time about thoughts. I'm still figuring out what I like as I just gained consciousness this morning.


I love the Dungeons and Dragons cartoon/Caverna do Dragao and Doc Ock from Spider-man